nickwilkes.co.uk » operation http://nickwilkes.co.uk/blog Thu, 12 Jan 2012 07:59:08 +0000 en hourly 1 http://wordpress.org/?v=3.3.1 12 months ago already! http://nickwilkes.co.uk/blog/2010/04/12-months-ago-already/ http://nickwilkes.co.uk/blog/2010/04/12-months-ago-already/#comments Thu, 01 Apr 2010 22:27:08 +0000 Nicky http://nickwilkes.co.uk/blog/?p=167 матраци12 months ago today I had a 6th sense; called my grandad asking him if ‘he were scared’, ‘not really’ he replied in a brave tone. Wishing him ‘all the best’ and saying ‘I will see you the other side’; which was peculiar of me to say such a thing. I think to this day I had subconsciously realised ‘the other side’ would not have been of the operation but of my own death in years to come :’(
Those were the last words we shared and bless him he thought I was Porl Joynes, so never knew how concerned I was! Been a hard 12 months trying to get over it but writing this has finally drawn my first true tear and lump in my throat :’( …Maybe speaking out like this is what I have been longing for.

Good night all, treasure every moment; you never do really know when you are going to lose the best things in life.

Smiling Men on Dune

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